that always makes me want to curl up into a ball and sleep the day away. I wonder if I have that SAD thing.....seasonal depression.
I lived here in Washington state, where its almost always rainy and cold and gloomy grey outside, for 28 of my 30 years, except for two years I lived in Arizona when I was 17-18 years old. I was so much happier there. Just something about waking up to sunshine and blue sky and warmth every day, that makes me feel alive and want to get out of bed and go outside and be out in the world. I miss it there.
and unfortunately cant move back, because I have two lil boys here, and I cant take them with me if I moved away. And they are the reason I breathe.....so theres no way Im leaving without them.
I want to sleep.
I think I will.